Hannah

You will never leave my mind.

Let It Go.

You were standing in the wake of devastation
And you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
And with the cataclysm raining down
Insides crying "Save me now"
You were there, impossibly alone

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go

And in a burst of light that blinded every angel
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space
No one there to catch you in their arms

All Around Me

Tonight, there is a circle of depression constantly surrounding me no matter where I go. I cannot breathe, and cannot rid these demons from my past. I can't think without her deception claiming my heart. I am alone, along with my thoughts and emotions. But I can still feel you, all around me, thickening the air I am breathing. You said you would never leave me, I believe you, i believe.

Suicide

Suicide is not chosen;
it happens when pain exceeds resources
for coping with pain.