Where'd You Go?

Where'd you go?
I miss you so much
It seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Shit, I find myself just filling my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
But I'm doing fine, and I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say.
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waiting for your decision.


And I'm tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got until it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your games,
So when you decide I won't be here but you can still say it..




So like i said, I found my stash of pills.
Also over the past couple weeks ive been saving my Zanex(?)
Tomorrow after work will probably be the scariest time of my life.
And the fact that no one is going to be there to stop me is even more frightening.
Pills...Are my way out.