Heaven Can Wait

Its hard to think its been more than a year.
 With everything that has happened.
   I should be dead by now.
    But I guess even Angels have there way.
      To show us what the world can bring.
        Even in the darkest of times.
         We, as humans, tend to find a fairly tale.
           Stuck inside a tragic nightmare.
             So maybe as summer gets closer.
              There grows the light in the darkness.
                So I'll take the dagger that you drove into me.
                  And instead of driving it in you.
                    I'll lay it down.
                      Because I am at peace.
                        Nothing here can affect me.
                          Because in 5 months.
                            I'll have everything I will ever need.
                              And until then.
                                Heaven can wait.