Loneliness Can Break A Heart

I feel so alone. I want people to talk to me. Just for one day. No one cares to even ask how my day was or anything. So yes, my heart is broke, never to beat again. I'll get used to it, I'll get used to disappointment. I'm just not quite ready yet. Because until she is gone, i cannot die. I expect her to leave soon, because i probably annoy her by how much i talk to her. She doesn't even like me after all. I want to trade this life for something new, something that i can believe in. I hate myself, and everything I stand for. Soon enough, I'll be long gone, gone from the non believers and the critics. Soon enough, I'll be coming home. Because loneliness can break a heart.