If I Had You

I do not believe in me being in a relationship that will last anymore. I believe that I was only meant to be with Ronni. The happiness she gave me was incredible. I dreamt of her every night. She even almost made me non existent in life. I only want to be with her. I will always be alone if I can't have her. Seeing her makes my heart stop. She has grace beyond her years, and beauty supreme of all others. I miss her so much. I never even had a chance.  If I had you, life would be worth it.