Relationships.

I think I want to be alone, at least for now. I don't think I'm emotionally ready for a relationship, that's why I find myself only having "hookups". I mean in 6 months I'm gone anyways, but still, I'm scared to be in a relationship now. I know that it will never last. You have to go into a relationship with a positive mindset and I don't. I would just ruin it like I always have. So maybe down the road I'll be with someone. Maybe not. I'll just have to wait and see.