For What It's Worth

Well hello there. It has been awhile. I don't know why i haven't wrote recently. I guess that's good? But i guess its because nothing too bad is happening. I got Miserable At Best by Mayday Parade stuck in my head. And Hello Fascination by Breathe Carolina. They are very true to what i see. But aside from that, I have talked to my dad again and things went well. I haven't consumed myself with needing a girl. At least not for the past week or so. I still think I'm missing that puzzle peice in my life. Whether its a girl or just an opportunity that can change my life. I've been trying to forget the things that have happened. I realized the stupidity of my actions towards others. I wish i never did a lot of things. But the people still dislike me and my scars remain. I think the only way to better yourself in life, is to not make the same mistake twice. I have failed on that a lot in my life. And this time i want to pass the test. I think another reason i have not written in awhile is because I've been working nearly every day for the past month or so. Add on school and i get really tired. I usually play some video games then fall asleep at 2am. I need to work on my bedtime. My body is just so used to staying up. I am just so sick and tired, of being sick and tired. For what it's worth, I'll try to update every once in a while. Sorry this was nothing profound or special. Just wanted to write. Goodnight.