An Unlikely Ally

I just watched 500 Days of Summer again. I needed it. Tonight was bad. Really bad. But chase helped me a lot. I never thought a guy would be the one to help me. But he talked me through my pain a little bit. It was enough to keep me sane for the time being. I still cut really bad though. I can't believe that 4 months of sobriety is all gone now. But regardless, i think he's a honest person who won't let me down. It's weird how some things turn out. I don't think I'll sleep tonight. I don't think i can. So yeah, just had to write something down. Sorry for the inconvenience.